lover in the dream

I saw a girl in the day at the time now , I always want to see her face . But i can't see her face .SO i felt pain .But she didn't know my pain . But I always wait and watch her . One day I got her name and phone number .So I'm very happy . Latter I connected to her phone . But i didn't get her lovely voice . After four days, her house changed near my house.After a few days, I made friend with her .I saw her lovely face one time at the December night . At that time, I got her kind next time .But I didn't talk about my love .One month later she has gone to the Chin Mile. So, I felt nearly to die. After that I drank a lot of alcohol. One week later she called to my phone. After that she didn't connected to me nearly one month. During that one month I wrote a lot of poems. After that I got a news. That news is she got a boyfriend. I felt badly next time. After that she called to my phone, two times. At that time i love her. But she didn't know a bout my love. I always saw her in my dream. So, I gave her a name .That name is lover in the dream. I loved her this times. I don't know how long still to love her.These are not all. I have a lot to write but I can't write . Because of I really feel. I think you should understand about my love. So, I pray for everybody. Don't get bad love..........